Writings from... I don't know when.

formalin preserve this heart
take it back to where I start
anytime you want to come
visit me in my seasoned home
I'll take your hand round the town

one and half years
all this time I've been here
not laid my lips on you
I've dreamt pining scenes about you

unlike me you are constantly wanted
you are a gorgeous smile
soft eastern eyes
beautifully standing
catch lightened glances

I just want to sing the melody
call back to me

maybe in this time
I only get one shot, one go, one try

Im so shy I get staring down
but I know you, I know you for now

so you're over him
right when
your fill my needs

searching in him still
he's every gem indeed
years of what you need

did stars match you up
did heaven mold you exactly


I have a request for you
could I borrow her lips for a moment
I gotta see what I'm missing
I've gotta know

you love the heart can't have
so on and on its beating with
jealous stabs and numb restless

I got a favor for you
oh, you barely know me
but would you do this for me

clearly I have been broken in
my breath I continue not to breath
heart is stamping on my chest
you press, I continue to bleed

say goodbye to all my love
my winters in the cold
sun is sinking to the set
but rise I surely wont

struggle everyday

such an ordinary face
filled with fear lines I'm gonna 'rase
now that I know I can dip into my past
when I made snow forts I knew wouldn't last

so the same with you
trying to do the things I ought to do
i know that are time there is mangled and tangle
in the end roll right over you